Debi,
You came into my life as another chatter form Att. So , i guess i didnt really care who you were or
what you thought. As in my life chatters are a comic relief and people i dont care about. But, somehow the name Fotobabe got
into Tommy world.As we chatted i began to realize what a wonderful woman you were and slowly grew near you and made
you a friend of mine.
When James and Teresa moved into my home , through thier selfish ways and negative things said about
you , i realized you were not only a woman i viewed as a friend , but someone i was starting to have deep feelings
for. As a result i defended you and your honor with these people whom i dont want to have anything more to do with ...ever!!.
Debi as my friend and by being honest i began to fall in love with you , it wasnt something that happened
over one night .But , rather an event that has happened to me over a period of time.But i was affraid for so long
to tell you.
When you left my world during that time you were depressed , my world crumbled , i didnt know what
way to turn , i just ached. So many days and nights i would leave my name logged in hoping , praying , and wishing
like hell you would log in . For how was i to tell you that i was falling * in love * with you?
One day out of the blue *wham !! * like a slap in the head , you appeared , this was the day
i knew i had to tell you that i had fallen for you. I would call you form my parent's home and tell you . I was happy , frightened
, in tears , and all my emotions were whirling around at one time as i dialed your number. However as fate would have
it ..you already knew how i was feeling and kept saying * Tommy , calm down* it was like you knew what reassurance i
needed .
Anyways , enough of that . You know i have fallen for you Debi , and no woman will ever have my heart like
you do. However we didnt meet at anearlier age and you were committed to your hubby. Not meeting you first i will always regret.
Now sweet angel Debi ...i have been told i dont have enough time to make a difference in your world
as a man that loves you dearly ..due to an illness. However , i will never ever regret anything we have shared and i will
take being in love with you to heaven with me. ...... I love You .....Tommy
